  Four miles on the treadmill today, followed by crunches and pushups. Why, you ask, would I do that so soon after starting?
Because I had to work off more aggression and agitation. I've started rethinking why I'm in graduate school; I don't know if I'll stay past this summer. Do I really want to do research? And why? And do I really want another year of jumping through hoops?
I'm in the market for a local best friend, both for a shoulder to cry on and so I can do fun things with my free time, not alone. I also ate an entire Red Baron's pizza. Keep in mind that while these pizzas are smaller than Domino's pizzas, they're not meant to be eaten by one person in one sitting. Unlike the other two or three times I've finished an entire pizza on my own, though, this time it hurt to eat those last three pieces. This means that I was well on my way to eating reasonable amounts of food, and possibly losing a little weight (until tonight).
Even though today mostly sucked, it could be worse. I could be on my way to prison for a life sentence for a crime I didn't commit. In prison I probably wouldn't be allowed to watch all the "Law and Order" I watch right now. Luckily, there's another "Law and Order" on after this episode, so at least I'm all set for the night. Today I found another pretty aurora borealis picture. Why hasn't one ever come my way? They seem like something that would be so awesome in real life.
Then again, I've never found a double-dyed penny or won the lottery, so I don't know what I'm complaining about. I wish I could win the lottery (but I'd probably have to play it, first). Tomorrow's a softball game; maybe I should start small and just wish to win that. 
