  .... I honestly don't want to know if I am dreaming. Yesteday was an unproducitve, yet good day for me. I spent a majority of the morning/afternoon online, cleaning up a little, nothing real important. I lost track of time. I saw urlLink Kalisah's post on going to see John Edwards. I looked at the clock 3:12. There was no way I could make it down there. I was so pissed at myself. UGHHH! Before reading any futher lemme say this, This is going to be a here and there, random thought post.
Sorry guys, bare with me. I have alot of thoughts running through my head right now. Yesterday, Gene and I had a serious conversation. No big deal to some people, but with us it is a very big deal. We are so busy laughing and joking around that we don't have serious conversations that often. Last night we talked about the future. About him wrapping up school, us getting MARRIED, and moving. YES!!! M-O-V-I-N-G. it may take a while, but to hear him talk about these things in detail was very encouraging to me. He said, as soon as he is done with school, hopefully he can get a 6 month internship here in Memphis, which will give us long enough to get the wedding together, then we can get married and get the HELL out of Memphis.
To hear HIM talking about marriage and all was exciting. It gave me a spark of hope, lol. Still no ring though, so no holding my breath. But hey, if he talked about it...at least he is thinking about it, right? I was born on the ocean, spent the first 6 years of my life on the ocean. That's where I wanna be more than anything, and it makes me happy to know Gene is willing to give that to me.
I mean he has always been here. His family is here, his memories, his friends, etc. It just means alot to me. So let's see. Last night I watched urlLink The Player . ROFLMAO I only have one thing to say about that show. NO. I have to admit it, it had me rolling, but it is supposed to be about, being a playa, having game, and getting a girl. From what I can see right now the girl is the biggest playa in the group. Ahhhh..Reality Television.
Yep, a new have to watch.
lol.
Speaking of have to watch's, lemme rewind a few days to Monday. I know someone out there watches urlLink The Northshore . (Oh and may I please ad that Frankie is HOT!!! ) It was the best episode of the season so far. When Nicole left her wedding, I was litterally sitting in my seat screamin, "That's it girl, Go get your man!!! " Then when she got to Jason's house he was in bed with the island whore ( that would be my name for Tessa) (I hate her). Tessa saw Nicole. Jason did not. The episode ended with Nicole running out and collapsing on the beach in tears. I promise. If I was in Hawaii, I would have drove to Jason's house myself and beat Tessa's ass!....
I know, I know, but you can't tell me that there is not a show out there that you don't get into like that. Ughhhhh! Well, I guess that is enough rambling for now. Don't worry though. I'll be back, with more. "Meet me at the altar in your white dress. We ain't getting no younger we might as well do this. I've been feeling you all the while, girl I must confess. Girl let's just get married. I just wanna get married.
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