  This not sleeping stuff sucks. I'm here,all alone in my house, with nothing to do, nowhere to go, and nobody to see. This is lame. Besides the fact that i kinda just found some troubling news, but that isn't all that bad. The past is the past. Anyway, when I'm awake at night, with nothing to do, just lying around motionless, thats where I think.
I think about everything, and everything becomes soo much more transparent and less obscure. Why am I too nice to people? Why do I care what other people feel about me? This is where I just sigh and stare at things other then a mirror, I dislike my image. "Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And everything, That you do.. Yea, They were all yellow, I came along, I wrote a song for you, And all the things you do, And it was called "Yellow", Then I took my time, Oh what a thing to have done, And it was all yellow.." "Oh, you know I love you so..." Heh, sorry, song lyric had to jump in my head...A.D.D. attack... DEhh! Anyway, I love music. I just clears everything that you feel, and you imagin the song, and how the lyrics mirror images into your eyes, that are actually flipped upside down in your cornea. After the words mirror pictures into your cornea, they reach your brain, through such tiny wires and twist-e ties, called nerves. Then it reaches your cerebellum, where the images are flipped upside down, making them the right way, and then everything is clear again.
I love how music always seems to reflect on me. In almost anything i've ever heard, there has been atleast one lyric that i can say i relate to. Amazing, isn't it? Well, probably not to most people, but to me, i'm there. How everytime you hear a song, and pay attention to it, you can almost picture a music video running through your head.
Or atleast imagin what the video would be like. Ok, weird, why am i talking like that? Well, i hope my viewers find it interesting. Well, anyway, why do i over-analyze everything. I make everything so amazingly difficult, while i have everything i need to make the right choice at my fingertips. Fuck. Opps, bad word. Hmm... Fuck.. is that a complete sentence? Hmm.. theres a subject and predicate.. but... is there? What does the term "fuck" mean, i mean, its a verb, noun, adjective, and all that great stuff. Hmm... well, i guess its a sentance, i know "Go. " is the shortest complete sentance, but Fuck is close. Too bad fuck isn't in the dictionary, its be such a long deffinition.
See what insomnia does to me? agh! Oh shit, I told Liz I'd call her today. Eep! oh well, I'll call her tomarrow. And i know shes going to read this and be like... "Moran.." but i guess it all works out. Oh well, "I'm tired, I think i'm going to try the sleep thing again" - Little Nicky 
