  F*cking stupid. So f*cking stupid. Why in the world did you have to pick up that f*cking phone to make that f*cking call? What difference did it make? You jolly well know he'd be busy. Yet you went ahead and sent yourself out there to get screwed.
F*ck. Why in this f*cking world did you do that? He is so f*cking busy, why would he have called you? Who are you? You are just but a nobody. A nobody who stands between him and his true love.
You are the F*cking b*tch who tempts and ruins him. You are so f*cking stupid. F*cking insensitive wh*re . F*ck you. Although all you wanted was to hear his voice once more. Just once before he is taken entirely from you.
All you wanted was to hear him. All you wanted. Right. You selfish wh*re . All for your selfish reasons. You f*cking stupid selfish b*tch.
Yeah, sure you were not looking for the explanation. F*ck. So what if he promised an explanation today? So what if he f*ckingly went off somewhere when he said he was going home? So what if he f*ckingly went to spend f*cking time with the same pals he'd be seeing all weekend? So what if he f*ckingly chose to do so?
So what if he f*ckingly chose them over you ? I thought you came to that conclusion sometime back? Don't you see it? You are just a big fat f*ck. You don't mean no thing to him. You WH*RE!
His actions and words express two extreme ends. You naive f*ck. Why go on cheating yourself? Quit lying to your f*cking self that he loves you all so much. That you are the apple of his eyes . You are but a big f*ck.
Okay? Nothing more than a f*ck. What a joke you are. You should have hung up. Didn't you hear the f*cking annoyance in his voice? How annoying and f*cking irritating you are.
Don't you understand? Aren't you suppose to be the understanding supportive one? F*cking stupid. It is so f*cking f*cking f*cking stupid. Just wish peace could be attained before he goes away. Unfortunately, NO!
He's just too busy. Too f*cking busy. Too f*cking busy for you . You are just for show. Just company when he's lonely. Fullstop.
FUCK. Evolution on AXN. I remember who I watched it with. Seems like I was such a naive school girl back then... I thought I've matured. Who am I kidding?
"I want an ice-cream... I like ice-cream. " "What flavor? " "It doesn't matter. It's for my ass . " 
