  Who the hell keeps up with these things anyways?!?! eh? not like i have anyone reading it. Anyways, i'm actually thinking about getting serious on this wedding thing. our date is may 21 of next year. but according to my expert fiance, it takes a year to plan it.
I've never been big on plans. just kind of play it by ear that way there are no surprises when something screws up. But I guess it's something I can do to make her happy.... help her plan that is. Yeah.... that would be a good thing that way she's not weighted down with everything. in other news. my best friend is joining the air force.
i'm not too sure how i feel about this. in a way i hope he does. I don't mean this in a bad way, but he does need some guidance in his life. he can't work the way he's working forever. especially with family. So, maybe that will help.
Maybe i need the same help. No clue where I want to go or what i want to do. Right now i'm in a position where I'm comfortable enough to make a living... but is it what I want to do the rest of my life? retail? the big orange box? i tell everyone that I want to go back to school but i have made zero effort to do so.
looks like rain outside... better wrap up before t-storm hits me. and in the end... the love you take is equal to the love you make! 
