  life still haf to go go on no matter wat.  life is so meaningless to mi liao.  i'm sick n tired of everything.  why haf it to do wif me when it is not my problem at all.  and wat is love all about anywae. moi heart break into million thousand hundreds of pieces liao.
 n it lost.  cannot cum back animore.  it just disappear.  lovin someone can be so sweet and it can be so painful.  when u love someone .  u are also givin him the rights to hurt u.
 but y ?  i just dun understand.  haix.  when u reali like someone will u tell him ?  or jus keep quiet?  i got lots of things to tell him but i do not haf the courage to do so.
 haix.  but i already gif up liao.  so i dun wanna think animore.  i jus hate to think but i just cant stop at all.  makin mi so stress n fan.  sad still haf to act happy infront of frenz.
 the feeling sux.  no one understand mi.  no one.  everyone just think i'm someone who is so attitude.  but wat is attitude.  do they noe?
 they dun.  everyone sure got attitude de lor.  i just dunno wat they thinkin.  being together for so long.  i already try my best to change .  n i did it.
 but did anyone realise it?  no one at all.  they dun appreciate it den y should i bother or cares so much ?  i'm jus sianz liao.  dunno anithing.  i noe avoid it will be the same.
 but does anione noe how i feel ?  haix.  i miss the past n hate the present.  in the past.  all the fun .  i use to haf is gone.
 everyone will change into different type of person de.  but is see how those people besides u.  goin to accept it or not.  love hurts alot. y does love exist.  haix.
 * sObx*  ⒕ lucky now.  i still haf my laopos and baobeis.  may,
huiqing and peishan.  they are always there for mi when i need someone.  they always make mi laugh n make mi feel like myself.  feel like the way i wanna to be.  may.  someone who noes mi well and we get along beri well.
 we do quarrels.  but we still so good. she is the one who always console mi n make mi dun think too much.  she make mi laugh from places to another.  so paisehx. she still got note down how long we haf been together.
 when i didnt even notices it at all.  so touch~ haha.  i always make her vomit blood as i'm someone who beri difficult to console.  cos i'm stubborn.  i dun bother anyone n anything when i'm fed up.
 as for huiqing.  we noe each other for 3 years liao.  we were in the same class last two years.  but arent so good.  cos seldom tok.  but once we are in different class.
 we work at the same place.  n we start to get close.  she beri cute n always blur.  . she noes all moi problemz.  and how i feel.
 she dun reali noe how console mi but she can entertain mi when i'm feelin reali down n stress.  hahah.  thankz.  she listen to all moi problems.  and all the naggin.  she couldnt tahan mi at times as i always take her hands and play.
 hahaha.  she noe wat i mean.  [ chicken wing]  hahaha.  peishan.
 i noe her since primary four.  we are best frens.  she understands mi well the most.  heheh.  she reali noe how to handle mi.  she a chio bu manz.
 hahah.  she a beri beri good listener to mi.  sometimes .  how i hope i can mit her everytime.  to tell her all moi problems.  so mani years past liao.
 she always there for mi.  no matter wat she try her best to console mi n make mi happi.  she always the one worry for mi when she also the one i worry for.  she noes mi for so long n knows wat kind of person i am.  in the past we do quarrel.  quarrel until beri cham.
but tat the past.  everyone haf change. sorry for all the things i haf done wrong.  now i cherish is wat i haf now wif u all.  reali.  anywae.
 i feel so lucky to haf all of u wif mi just by my side.  thankz alot.  * mUaCk*  * paIsEh*
