  They slept together again, and he really likes her but nothing is happening yet but i love him, i really do, and seeing him makes it harder and i want to be with him, and i feel confused, and i told him about Carlos because we were talking about love lives, and it hurt when he said how Laura held him and it felt right, felt my heart snap. I feel shit about Carlos, and i have no money and i feel rough and i just want Jason. How do i make it clear that i could make him so happy!
JASON I LOVE YOU, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, FOREVER, PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS... Maybe this has sent some kind of mental message to him, i always try and be there even if i fuck up, or say something bad. And he spoke to me yesterday, and just spoke about Eliot and then Laura, and stuff. Oh, bollocks! ~Lisa~ 
