  I don't know where this came from but this is it. It actually has a guitar part and it's become an actual song withing the last 10 minutes.
Alright, so maybe I do know where this came from...or who it was inspired by...but you'll never know--because I am too afraid of people who know me finding this and figuring out what is really going on inside my head, or my heart for that matter. They just never understand. Ahh, the comfort of having a computer receive my thoughts and feelings about everything! An the confort of anonymity... a certain extent. The other day I found a blog of an upperclassmen at my highschool (eeks! ) but I am just stalling now. Here are the lyrics--I wish I could record the song but the sound board is broken on my recording equipment and I am just too lazy to fix it even though I know how.
Stalling again! Alright, here are the lyrics...finally: &nbsp; &nbsp; I don't know what is wrong I don't know what to say I hate it when it hurts and the pain just won't go away I was in love at first Now I'm just sick of it all Can't tell you why it hurts to be here all alone (So)Can't you set me free? Your&nbsp;kind words&nbsp;hurt my ears I really should have left here years and years ago &nbsp; (But it's) Too late now The inevitable strikes I won't be here much longer You won't be near much more than one year (So)Can't you set me free Oh, you've pain-ridden me I hate the way is Yeah, you're&nbsp;hearing it I do hate this Not you Never you What day it is tomorrow?
But what is that to me? Your kind remarks just feed my sorrow I'll never&nbsp;know where it ended between us You can never be my own No, not you Never you So can't you set me free I'm in a cage of kindness Hurt me outright so I don't love you anymore So I can leave this place No, not you Never you Never you Never... 
