  and I don't feel fine! nbsp;  Tomorrow I start teaching summer school,  and at this point,  it is the absolute LAST thing I want to do! nbsp;  What I really want is more time in the sun. more time out drinking. less time spent worrying about $ less time worrying about who the fuck I am going to take to Nikki's wedding.
and more time with hottie p. e.  teacher!  Okay,  so I don't want too much. do I?
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 Seriously though,  this whole wedding thing is eating me ALIVE!
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 I do NOT want to go alone. but I feel like I have no one to ask.
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 I would love to ask Heath,  I know that we would have a good time,  but I am sure that he would act like a drunken whore,
 and I do not want to deal with that. I think maybe I should just ask him,  then lay down the ground rules. hhhmmm. definitely NOT getting a hotel room with him,  that has trouble written ( in flashing neon)  all over it. I guess maybe I should just bite the bullet and ask.  Tomorrow is beer pong night -  yay for that.  And Friday is 4th Friday -  double yay for that!
