  Don't get me wrong, I love having something like this to express myself through and I think it is great that the world can know how I feel, but I am worrying about Tori's mother, this has to be hard to read everyday, to read about how much I love her daughter. To read about my feelings everday....I don't know if she reads these or not, but this has to be hard. She must have expected someone to fall in love with Vinny before someoe fell in love with Tori, the younger of the two.
I think I can stop these, I dont want to cause anymoe emotionaltrauma than I already have. I think she knows that I care about her daughter, that I would never do anything to harm her, and that I love her, and I always will. She knows that I wouldn;t do something against her wishes and I wouldn't do anything to violate the trust she has for me (or at least what is left of it). She knows that I just want to be friends with Tori for now, and she knows that she is almost like a second mother to me and Vince almost like a second father.
So she should know that I care...and I don't think I should stress certain things as I do in this blog. So the days of me posting on this may be over, they will be effective 06/19/04 12:01 am, unless Marie requests that I keep on posting so she has some sort of grasp on my emotional situation. 
