  Well, yet another update in my so called life. Things are looking better, I don't feel like dynig, but I am still hurt...I was talking to Vinny, as a medium to his sister (I don't want their parents to know what is happening yet, I wan't her to make a decision before naything serious)...but anyways I was talking to Vinny and I asked him to talk to his sister for me, earlier today I had told her what I wanted to do (see the blog below) and umm I realized that I should ask her what she wants me to do.
So I did...and this is a good sign, she wants me to keep coming over to hang out with her brother, to keep coming over and to not act like nothing ever happened....I'll take that as a good sign 
