  Haizzzz..... Was very frustrated in the afternoon..Just vent anger on anything. Kaka got it from me too.Which i think is not what i should do. Frustrated not becos that i am jobless.. Or anything. Just frustrated. Crazy me. Went to income in Yishun and realise one of my seconday school mate was working there.She still look the same with big eyes.
Then coffee session later with my ex-colleague. Sometimes, i get to think...Mind starts to wonder again.hmmmmmm...... I do not know whether i am really suitable for. Sometimes, i feel like apologising to him. For i do not know how to make him happy. I am so lost and do not know what to do.
Is that what he really want when sometimes he did not mention anything and seems that things are going well. I really do not know. Sometimes, i feel like crying. ÊTES-VOUS RELI DANS L'AMOUR ? DEMANDEZ URSELF ! Est-il cet amour vrai ?
Est-ce que j'aime vraiment him/her ? Ou est-ce juz un autre infatuation ? ÊTES-VOUS willin à donner ? Quoique vous ne puissiez pas récupérer la même quantité avez-vous donné ? ÊTES-VOUS de l'urself de cheatin ? Dat de pensée vous aimez vraiment him/her et pas takin him/her de juz comme produit de remplacement pour votre ex-boyfriend/girlfriend ?
I Find this very meaningful. ARE YOU RELI IN LOVE? ASK URSELF! Is this true love? Do I really love him/her? Or is it juz another infatuation?
ARE YOU willin to give? Even though you may not get back the same amount you gave? ARE YOU cheatin urself? Thinking dat you really love him/her and not juz takin him/her as a substitute for your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend? Haizzzzz...... Sign Off Devilish Angel 
