  I have a date for surgery! I have a date for surgery! I have a date for surgery... FINALLY!!
Hmmm I can't seem to stop saying that to myself. I'm so happy yet a huge part of me is completely scared. I'm sure has the days go by and I get closer to this actually happening alot of thoughs will be going through this head of mine. However, for now I need to make a list of things to do in the next 3 to 4 weeks before surgery. Clean house Finish laundry Wash all bedding, blankets, and sheets.
Pile up on groceries such has -- Carnation Instant Breakfast, Sugar Free Jell-O, Sugar Free Pudding, Sugar Free Popsicles. Buy water! Buy Vitamins with minerals. Buy some hospital sleep wear! Write letters to my family and friends! Update my e-mail addresses. Gather phone numbers. That's all I can think of for now but I'm sure has time goes by there will be more things to add!!
I have so much to do and so little time to do it in. I also have to decide whether to tell my grandmother the date of surgery or wait and call her afterwords. I don't want to worry her and I don't want her out in this crazy winter weather driving back and fourth from Michigan to Tennessee. Any way, I must get to bed! Today is mom's birthday, I should be awake in the morning to go do something with her for the day. 
