  yesterdae du art until nearly die.  then,  guess wat?  i had only completed my first plate.  damn.  the misery.
 okok.  i was thinking today wif sum frens of mine on wat to get shafiqah for her bday.  i noe it is kinda far away but i need to plan and safe sum cash,  see?  so,  they were like sum girly stuff and all that then i was thinking abt sumthing that she might be able to use.
 maybe a handphone?  tat would be a thing that she would use.  cos it has been long since she had one.  i think the last time i saw her wif one was in sec2?  dunno.  but where the hell am i gonna get money for a fone?
 nobody was gonna share.  and they suggested abt givin her a second hand fone or a colorless one.  like nokia 3310 or 2100.  i dunno man.  shud i?  i will jus sav up till tat dae and think abt a few daes before her bdae.
 many of my frens are not veri successful in their love rite now.  jus like me.  so here is the advice.  DONT GO AFTER UR TARGETS NOW.  DO UR 'O'S WELL AND HELP THEM BY ALLOWING THEM TO DU THEIR 'O'S WELL BY NOT GIVING THEM PRESSURE.  AFTER THE 'O'S THOSE GALS MIGHT CONSIDER.
 AND I SAED MIGHT!  but in my case i noe that it is never gonna work out.  yet why du u du so much for her tern poh asked me.  i saed i feel that she is wif me even when she isnt.  the first cut is always the deepest.  she was the first cut in my heart,
 she wasnt like the others.  she has the deepest impression in my heart.  so huever she may be wif.  i will always be there for her.  if not as a lover,  then as a fren.
 so.  and i am really pressured by the exams,  sigh.  so tired.  so stress.  no one to tok to.
 only source of relieving my tension is jamming my fingertips on these keys sending words on the net so that ppl can read how i feel.  sigh.  i wanna go and sleep.  but got tuition.  aiya.  go do homework.
 byez 
