  10:58am 6.13.04 ok... here i am again... why is it so hard to tread the path of the righteouss? i ask even though i know the answer... its really wierd to know the Truth and yet still go against it, at times maybe deny it even. its hard to do things now because of the present situation... trials and tribulations are aplenty. School has been great, generous even. by saying so, i mean that the Professors are not that sadistic anymore...or maybe its just me.
i dont know... relationships are going stronger... now i can see those that are true from the those that are merely acquaintances... the genuine from the "japex"! sapphires from the.... rubies??? i dont know... both are precious but , its not really a matter of importance or value... but a matter of those I chose that will be more valuable to me...or "usefull"(hmm)... valuable...usefull... i think both are basis in choosing friends... but the first more than the latter, ofcourse. i REALLY NEED to rub myself off this wap thingy... its taking over my whole life!!!! i dont know what to do....
But God is soooo Good.... he answered me... my prayers... He spoke to me thru Ptr.Jo last sunday....i have to go back to the heart of Worship(like the song).... Its really not that easy....by yourself...once again...Grace is all i need...and the Source of Grace ofcourse.... He is God Almighty, so we dont have to be. " 
