  So I've been spending the morning reading my textbook for my Life & Health Licensing class I take next week. Pretty interesting stuff...let me tell ya. Scott didn't come into work today because they are having people remodel their house. So it's just me here trying to stay focused until it is time to go home. I'm a little bit nervous about my class next week considering it has been nearly 2 years since I've taken any kind of class. I think I'm getting old.
I want to go back to school, mostly just because I feel like I'm growing up too fast. Life is good, though. I'm proud of where I am now. The struggles that I have made it past, defeated, conquered. Yeah, I did good. Joe and I had a fabulous night together last night.
I went over to his place just to pick up my phone that I had accidentally left there, and I ended up not going back to my place until this morning to change clothes and head straight to work. Considering that I can't remember the last time I actually slept at my apartment, it is basically a glorified closet. Joe really is the sweetest. I love him more everyday. The way he holds me and looks at me, it just doesn't get old; it still makes my heart race even though we've been together for a while now. So, I absolutely have to go to FNM tonight.
I was supposed to go last week, and didn't quite make it in time. I think I was there for the last round, maybe. Joe and I have plans to go out for sushi afterwards. Oddly enough, I don't know if I'm in the mood for sushi, so maybe I'll try something else today. Get some Lo Mein or something; that sounds yummy to my tummy. I really need to spend time studying this weekend, so I hope the guys don't have too many fun plans because it will be hard for me to not want to go even though I know what I need to get done.
Surely, I have enough self-discipline for one week though. I'm not really that worried. I'm a procastinator without a doubt, but in the end I always pull through. I had a great conversation with Uli today. She is the absolute sweetest, ever. I wish so much that she didn't live thousands upon thousands of miles away.
It would be so unbelievably awesome if we could live in the same place. It has been a long time since I have had a female best friend. She and I are so much alike too. Maybe someday. Crazier things have happened. Uli told me that she talks about me to Ovi all of the time, and that he thinks I'm wonderful.
If you would listen to her, you would think that I have no faults, when in actuality I have an abundance of them, but I'm happy that she sees the good side of me. And I'm really happy for Ovi to have a good opinion of me. You know this part of me hopes that Ovi gets to know me really well and we become good friends, and then he tells Paul that he thinks that he is crazy for ending things with me. Not that that would get me anywhere. I'm totally happy and in love with Joe. And it is not like I will ever make that mistake (Paul) again.
I just want him to realize how much he hurt me and how it could have been. And I'm honestly talking about as friends because looking back, I think wanting more than that may have always been a mistake. But at one time we were really special friends, and it would have been nice to have that always. But as I told Uli today, everything that happened between Paul and I is worth it because I got to meet her and we became such good friends. Well, I suppose maybe I should get back to reading this fantastically interesting textbook! :D 
