  wow this guy is weird one minute he's got u so mad at him the nxt ur out of ur bad mood!  Thuganomics611:  hey CandyKisses567:  wats up?  Thuganomics611:  not much.
u?  CandyKisses567:  nothin CandyKisses567:  omg aaron's ( or brad's) friends (
some of them)  r cute!  lol Thuganomics611:  not exactly CandyKisses567:  well the ones i saw were Thuganomics611:  depends on who your talin about.
cause i kno theres only like 2 that are decent looking CandyKisses567:  i dont kno their names CandyKisses567:  im a smart one arent i Thuganomics611:  - very. lol CandyKisses567:
 lol CandyKisses567:  ur not very talkative Thuganomics611:  im tired and i keep falli asleep. lol CandyKisses567:  o rite ok CandyKisses567:  sry im feelin like crap so ur not talkin 2 me n im thinkin u hate me or somethin lol Thuganomics611:
 whats wrong darlin?  CandyKisses567:  o nothin jus one of my everybody hates me n i wish i were in a different school moods Thuganomics611:  oh. so your typical everyday mood? lol CandyKisses567:
 no lol from friday till yesterday i was in a good mood Thuganomics611:  well. what happened CandyKisses567:  idk i jus started thinkin bout how boring my life is CandyKisses567:  well more like how bored i am with my life if that means nething different Thuganomics611:  lmao.
how boring your life is? try living in my shoes. im a damn senior now. and i dont do shit. your life isnt boring. my life is CandyKisses567:
 ok CandyKisses567:  well u asked me wat was wrong so i told ya Thuganomics611:  you got it good compareds to alot of people. so you have no room to complain Thuganomics611:  i know. and im tellin you how it is CandyKisses567:
 well stop its not helping Thuganomics611:  i wont stop telling you the truth, because whether you like it or not. you have to sit back. and you have to look at the truth. not just whats wrong.
but the whole picture. trust me on this one CandyKisses567:  im jus sayin 2 me my life is boring mayb 2 u its not but 2 me it is Thuganomics611:  and im saying. you need to look at your life compareds to alot of peoples CandyKisses567:  i dont wana CandyKisses567:
 i want somethin but i dont kno wat n its making me mad so now that im mad about that everthing is tickin me off Thuganomics611:  you dont want to. but you have to Thuganomics611:  hmmm. let me put it to you this way. your not gonna like it.
but it needs to be said. instead of thinking about yourself. and what you want. all the time. how about thinking about somebody else. and try to give them what they want(
im not talking sex) its a good feeling to help other people CandyKisses567:  u obviously dont kno much about me CandyKisses567:  y do u automaticallt assume that im thinkin sex Thuganomics611:  i didnt fucking assume that. it was a damn statement.
saying i wasnt necissarily talking about sex. because it could be assumed that i was. so pull the damn bug out of your ass and calm down CandyKisses567:  wtf i didnt mean like i was mad or nething i think u need 2 pull the bug out Thuganomics611:  no. calm the fuck down Thuganomics611:
 because you are using a mean tone with me and i will not tolerate it when im tryin to help CandyKisses567:  im not the one spazzing here u r CandyKisses567:  how can u tell if im using a mean tone u cant here me u can only see wat im sayin not how im sain it Thuganomics611:  no im not. stop assuming. you are starting to piss me off Thuganomics611:
 im a master of human behavior. i can tell things by the slightest word you type. just because i cant hear your voice. doesnt mean i cant tell your tone. plus. im a writer.
im very good when it comes to tone CandyKisses567:  ok w/ e ne ways wat were u saying b4 somethin about me needing 2 stop thinkin so much about myself?  Thuganomics611:  yeah. you need to stop thinkin about you.
and only you. and think about someone else that is in need. helping people is a good feeling. i know. i do it alot. lol CandyKisses567:
 so do i im in key club thats a community service club n i go 2 the nursing home with my mom to volunteer if someone aks me 4 help my more then willing 2 lend a hand Thuganomics611:  lmao key club. not that help. you need to help people even when they dont ask. lol Thuganomics611:  helping old people is cool and all.
but i was talking about a differant kind of help CandyKisses567:  god u make me out 2 b some kind f self centered brat who doesnt care aobut ne one n who'll step on n use ne one 2 get wat she wants u dont kno half the shyt ive been thro Thuganomics611:  lmao. your talking to a veteran here . lol. ive been through at least 3 times the shit you have,
mrs. popularity. try being on the other end of the spectrum CandyKisses567:  im not popular everyone at my school hates me i am on ur end try knowing wat ur talking about b4 u say something Thuganomics611:  try being considered a loser. its not as fun as being popular.
lol Thuganomics611:  . im not a loser at my school anymore. lol CandyKisses567:  well i am cuz ugly ppl usually r ur only popular if ur " hot"
 Thuganomics611:  what color was your dress at twirl?  CandyKisses567:  umm like a redish maroony color my grandma called it a wine color but wat does that have 2 do with ne thing Thuganomics611:  i was just wondering. you aint ugly.
and your popular. and you know it CandyKisses567:  no actually i dont think i am if i was popular n " hot"  then guys would want me n they dont Thuganomics611:  they want you.
just not in the way that you want. lol CandyKisses567:  ok i mean go out with me wat r u talkin about?  Thuganomics611:  . if you cant figure that out on your own.
then you need serious help. lol CandyKisses567:  lol ok i kno wat u mean but i dont thikn ur rite i cant name one guy in the whole f'in school Thuganomics611:  im sure theyed all want you for " you know what" myself included.
but a lot of guys arnt relationship material. you need to realize that CandyKisses567:  i do realize that how do u kno they'd all want me 4 " u kno wat"  CandyKisses567:  u've nvr talked 2 the guys at my school or ne thing Thuganomics611:
 i know the way guys think CandyKisses567:  soo.  jus cuz u think someone's hot doesnt mean everyone else does,  i mean mayb u jus have a weird taste in gurls Thuganomics611:  no. im pretty sure most of the guys at your school do CandyKisses567:
 how can ub so sure did u hear or see somethin i mean come on u gota have some kind of proof b4 u can b pretty sure Thuganomics611:  yeah i saw the guys look at you at twirl CandyKisses567:  so.  Thuganomics611:  im a guy. i know the looks guys give.
lol CandyKisses567:  lol ok but then how come they dont talk 2 me?  Thuganomics611:  guys arnt much of talkers. they wannt find the quickest root into your pants. not to your heart CandyKisses567:
 so they still hafta talk b4 they can do that Thuganomics611:  guys are retards. they dont understand that. lol CandyKisses567:  lol but u do Thuganomics611:  yes i do.
im good at this stuff. what can i say CandyKisses567:  lol CandyKisses567:  i still dont beleive u tho Thuganomics611:  well i can always give you a reason to believe me. lol CandyKisses567:
 wats that?  Thuganomics611:  lol. youd have to see for yourself CandyKisses567:  huh?  Thuganomics611:
 think. lol. just think CandyKisses567:  im 2 stupid n i dont kno wat ur talkin about Thuganomics611:  think for a minute. youll get it CandyKisses567:
 thinkin n not gettin it CandyKisses567:  ok so nvrm rite?  Thuganomics611:  no. i can show you a reason to prove that alot of guys like you like how im talkin CandyKisses567:  n wats that reason?
 Thuganomics611:  i said i have to show you. not tell you. lol CandyKisses567:  uhh well considering i probly wont c u,  ur gona hafta tell me Thuganomics611:
 your bound to see me one of these days. lol CandyKisses567:  jus tell me!  Thuganomics611:  no. its fun to see you on your feet.
and its gotten you out of your bad mood. lol CandyKisses567:  lol u hafta tell me,  dont make me get down on my knees n beg!  Thuganomics611:  maybe thats what im waiting for.
lol CandyKisses567:  lol fine im on my knees n im beggin u plz!  tell me!  Thuganomics611:  o. you have to be on your knees in front of me.
lol Thuganomics611:  * no CandyKisses567:  but i doubt ill ever c u so i cant get on my knees n u hafta tell me or ill go back into my bad mood cuz ill get mad at u 4 not tellin me Thuganomics611:  lmao. you need to put the peices of the puzzle together.
on your knees. in front of me. i have show you. put those peices together. lol CandyKisses567:  omg lol is that ur reason?
 cuz im hopin not. lol.  did u kno i've nvr been on my kness~ well like that~  b4?  Thuganomics611:
 theres a first for everything. and yes thats my reason. lol CandyKisses567:  uhh well i dont want a first 4 that Thuganomics611:  thats not what you said a couple of months ago. lol CandyKisses567:
 plus how would that prove that guys like me " in that way"  like i said b4 mayb ur taste n gurls is weird.  i also like graham a couple of months ago,  that rite there proves that i was stupid then Thuganomics611:  because.
i have good taste in girls. and right after that reason. i could take you to another guy. and go. hey man. she wants to give you head.
if he drops his pants. then youll know. he wanted in your pants when he saw you. lol CandyKisses567:  lol but u liked ashley perry no offense 2 her or nething cuz she's a friend of mine but if u had good taste in girls then u wouldnt have liked her Thuganomics611:  the thing that you mis-
understand is. the quality of a girl does not necissarily come from the outside. its whats inside that counts. trust me. it is CandyKisses567:  well thne i dont count at all cuz i have nothin on the outside n nothin on the inside so ur tellin me a guy would go 4 ash 4 her personality?
 CandyKisses567:  in the way that we're talkin CandyKisses567:  ?  CandyKisses567:  dont wry i've learned how 2 keep secrets i wont tell her nething u say as long as u dont tell her nething i say Thuganomics611 signed off at 12: 28 AM Thuganomics611 signed on at 12:
29 AM Thuganomics611:  sorry. i got kicked off. what did you say in the last 2 ims?  CandyKisses567:  thas ok Thuganomics611:
 well. what did you say in the last 2 ims?  CandyKisses567:  h/ o Thuganomics611:  ok CandyKisses567:
 CandyKisses567:  well thne i dont count at all cuz i have nothin on the outside n nothin on the inside so ur tellin me a guy would go 4 ash 4 her personality?  CandyKisses567:  in the way that we're talkin CandyKisses567:  dont wry i've learned how 2 keep secrets i wont tell her nething u say as long as u dont tell her nething i say Thuganomics611:  lol.
i barely talk to ashley anymore. i could care less. and yes there are people that would go for ashleyt because of her personality( like i did. at first) and dont lie to me.
youve got plenty to offer a guy. your beautiful,  you do got a good personality,  you can entertain people easily. youve got a lot going for you. dont put yourself down CandyKisses567:
 no i mean like o nvrm about ashley she doesnt rly need 2 b in this convo,  i rly dont think im as good of a person as u say i am i cant rly xplain y i feel like this,  ppl tell me alot of good things about myself,  but i have a hard time beleiving it Thuganomics611:  well. sooner or later.
your gonna believe them. and when you do. when you find that lucky guy that tells you all these things. and makes you want to believe them. then you will be a very happy person. and the guy that tells you these things.
will be one lucky man CandyKisses567:  lol thanx i jus dont rly beleive that i mean yea i wish n hope that will happen but i dont rly think it will Thuganomics611:  it will. trust me. it will. youll find a guy,
that truely deserves you. and youll know it. and more importantly. he'll know it Thuganomics611:  there is so not 14 weeks until twirl. lol CandyKisses567:
 huh?  Thuganomics611:  im on your buddy4you website CandyKisses567:  o lol that is soo old i didnt even kno i still had that but ur changin the subject!  lol Thuganomics611:  sorry.
didnt mean to. jess. things happen for a reason. you get hurt by one guy. or by many. its just setting you up to be with The One.
someone. and i feel soon. will believe your his other half. that hes not gonna want to live without you. because if i was him. i would feel that way CandyKisses567:
 ur makin me out 2 b somethin more then wat i am so mayb we should change the subject Thuganomics611:  no jess. im telling you what you really are. and what i see in you. accept it. your not as horrible as you think you are.
lol CandyKisses567:  how can i b so sure?  Thuganomics611:  because. one always thinks they are worse than what they are. i do.
you do. most of my friends do. the fact that so many people. myself included. are telling you that your beautiful and youve got a great personality. is reason enough to believe that your not as bad as you think CandyKisses567:
 well mayb ppl r jus tryin 2 b nice Thuganomics611:  even so. you know me jess. i never say things just to be nice. i say them because they are the truth. so when i say all that nice stuff about you.
i mean it CandyKisses567:  yea but were 1 or so many ppl mayb u think its tru but like i said mayb ur jus weird Thuganomics611:  no. im a good judge of character. i may not make the best choices in who i date. but i am generally a good judge of character CandyKisses567:
 ok so i have a good personality myab i can c that i mean i dont think im a bad person or nething but i still dont beleive u about that pretty part Thuganomics611:  well. thats always going to be a matter of opinion. but jess. would i lie to you?  CandyKisses567:
 no but steve,  like i said b4,  mayb u have weird taste Thuganomics611:  not every guy is going to agree with me. you should take peoples opinions into account. 1.
by 1. i care about you too much to see yourself hurt yourself emotionally by thinking your not pretty CandyKisses567:  im not saying every guy will but if i was pretty then the majority of guys will Thuganomics611:  can i ask u a question?  CandyKisses567:  sure Thuganomics611:
 why does it matter if a majority of guys view you as pretty. or even boneable. you only need 1 guy. lol CandyKisses567:  idk it jus does Thuganomics611:  no it doesnt.
you need to be happy with yourself before anybody else can be CandyKisses567:  how can u b happy with urself when u look like a trainwrek?  Thuganomics611:  lol. just because i look like a trainwreck. doesnt mean im gonna go kill myself cause im not happy cause im fugly(
not saying you were even implying that) you can be happy with yourself by knowing each day that you were the best person you could be to everybody you know. it doesnt matter if they liked it or not. you tried. and thats all one can ask from you CandyKisses567:  well im glad u think like that but it matters 2 me wat ppl think about me Thuganomics611:
 and until you stop that. your not going to be happy CandyKisses567:  im happy jus not with myself Thuganomics611:  no your blatently not happy. lol. you should come here sometime.
or we can go to starbucks. just so we can sit down and have a talk. so i can look at your pretty face and tell you while looking in your eye that you are possibly one of the most beautiful girls that i have ever seen CandyKisses567:  lol well thanx but im still not sure if beleive u,  its not that i dont think that u think im pretty its that i dont belevie that other ppl think im pretty Thuganomics611:  well do a survey then.
ill stand up and be like. who thinks they sexy bitch is pretty. and they'll all raise their hands. lol CandyKisses567:  lol doubt it u only saw me once,  how can u b so sure?
 Thuganomics611:  because. im good at this stuff. ask anybody. i know its true jess. see what you need is a guy like me.
somebody that treats you like the goddess that you are. maybe not the best looking. but gots a hell of a personality for ya CandyKisses567:  yea but u only saw me once n u only saw guys around me once how do u kno?  Thuganomics611:  ive seen you more than once.
i still have the pic. and i just know. theres just somethings ya gotta trust me on. this is one of them CandyKisses567:  ok so u have my pic but that doesnt show how guys act towards me Thuganomics611:  ok jess.
when do you want to get together. so i can prove it to you?  CandyKisses567:  no!  lol u've already proved u think i am,  but that doesnt say nething about others Thuganomics611:
 i didnt mean meet up with me to have sex. lol. i meant meet up with me. so we can walk around and ill show you what other guys think of you CandyKisses567:  oo i thought u were still talkin about the down on my knees thing lol i still wana kno how u can b so sure when u'v only seen me around others once Thuganomics611:  thats why i say.
when do you want to meet up. i can show you \ what others think of you CandyKisses567:  no cuz then they're gona b like eww Thuganomics611:  no they wont. people arnt that rude CandyKisses567:
 ok so they'd lie w/ e same thing Thuganomics611:  no they wouldnt. youd be surprised CandyKisses567:  how come u seem so sure?  Thuganomics611:
 because i am so sure. hows friday for you?  CandyKisses567:  cant Thuganomics611:  y CandyKisses567:  but y?
 CandyKisses567:  cuz my mom wouldnt let me Thuganomics611:  why am i so sure? its because when i look at you. i know that the stars would fall from the heavens if they knew how beautiful you are. and thats a universal beauty.
not just my taste CandyKisses567:  idk Thuganomics611:  you may not. but i do CandyKisses567:  how tho i mean.  Thuganomics611:
 read what i just wrote CandyKisses567:  i did Thuganomics611:  that proves it. a universal beauty means that theres a 99. 9 chance that theres plenty of guys out there that feel the same way i do. but just wont say it CandyKisses567:
 well y wont they say it?  Thuganomics611:  most of the time they are too scared CandyKisses567:  y would they b scared?  Thuganomics611:  guys arnt very courageous.
they are always afraid of being shot down. they are afriad youll laugh at them. stuff like that CandyKisses567:  well so r gurls Thuganomics611:  there ya go. theres your reason CandyKisses567:
 my reason 4 wat?  Thuganomics611:  for how i know and for why they wont tell you CandyKisses567:  well then y can they tell other ppl?  Thuganomics611:  its not that they can.
its that they do. guys. myself included. are generally morons. they will usually speak whatso n their minds, but not to the person thats involved in it.
lol CandyKisses567:  huh?  Thuganomics611:  jess. read slower. so you can comprehend what im saying CandyKisses567:
 oo so they tell a girl she's pretty meaning it 4 someone else?  is that wat ur sayin?  Thuganomics611:  no. when guys tell you your pretty. they either 1)
 mean it for you. or 2)  are saying it to get in your pants. im saying like guys will go to everybody except for the person and go. damn. that girls fine.
or some shit like that CandyKisses567:  o ok i c steve r u jus tryin 2 get in my pants lol jk but how do i kno when a guy rly means it n when he's jus tryin 2 get in my pants?  Thuganomics611:  ok. when a guy calls you 1) cute.
2)  a cutey. or 3)  a cutie. he doesnt mean it, never.
all the other stuff. if he wont say it while looking into your eyes. if he looks out of the top right corner of his eyes. it means hes lying. if hes constantly moving his eyes or going. uhh.
or ahhhh. stuff like that CandyKisses567:  o ok but wat if the guys rly good at it n he knos not 2 say that stuff?  Thuganomics611:  you have to use your common sense then. your judgement is the best there is when it comes to people lying to you.
so trust your instinct. and if its wrong. then hey. you learned from your mistake. but if its right. you'll feel good about your decision CandyKisses567:
 ok Thuganomics611:  you seem like your starting to get things and making progress. that makes steve happy:  CandyKisses567:  yes but i still dont think im as pretty as u make me sound!  Thuganomics611:
 well you never will. thats a given. but your just gonna have to accept that people do feel that you are pretty. i cant fix how you view yourself. i can only fix how you view others CandyKisses567:  ok but i dont c how u can c wat ppl think when i dont Thuganomics611:
 you dont need to understsand my ways of thinking. lol. just trust me. i wont lead you astray from the truth 
