  periods suck. sometimes. &nbsp; i'm going to leave that at that. &nbsp; lately i've had this lack of all umpf, and i can't figure out why. i guess it's cause i don't have any prospects, guy wise, and it's sort of deflated me. i guess i'm more upset about sam then i thought. which makes me feel even more stupid, which makes me feel needy, which makes me need a lot of hugs,&nbsp;which makes me need TV and chocolate. &nbsp; it's all a mean chain designed to make me fat. poo. 
