  OK I am having nooo luck lately! I fell down again this time I broke my middle toe, Nice! I swear there are times I walk like a lady...But lately it's like I'm walking like a drunken hooker. Fucking MS!! I remember the good old days being able to walk in 4 inch heels, yea right. I used to watch sex and the city just to watch Carrie and her cronies walking in their high heels and salivate at the sight of them running, walking, crossing legs,slipping on, slipping off their manolo's.
There are times I see girls and I stare at them walking so confident and gracious and wish for the same. I can not begin to tell you how this has humbled me the last 10 years, I used to be so into clothes and shoes etc.. Now its all about budgets and what meds can I afford this month? If I can't afford it I don't buy it. If there is one thing I have learned from this condition, its humility and patience. Yes I may walk a little off balance,bump into walls,get way too tired,battle migraines,weight,symptoms,simple life,no luxuries, but for what ever reason I still feel grateful for not being in a wheel chair or losing my sight and all the other stuff that may come with this someday. Noticing gray hair and freaking out is a thing of the past, what for? Gray hair doesn't keep you from walking or talking,expensive shoes don't bring me happiness either.
I would be just as happy as a pig in Mudd if I could walk in 4 inch heels from walmart! What would be nice is to be totally well again and not have to deal with these obstacles. They don't teach you how to deal with humility when you get diagnosed they tell you how to give your self shots or they tell you when to take your meds or when to come in for your next appt. Peace, dd 
