  Dear Diana, I realize I have been a major downer lately. So sorry kiddo! But you need to be here in good times and bad, besides that is what Dear Dianas (Dear Diary)are good for.
I am making a major effort to get in better spirits but gotta be honest it's not so easy. New announcement...I am going back on neurontin for neuropathy I can not take the nerve pain. I dread it I swear I do! But at the moment I have no choice. Starting to think my family is not the only one in denial about MS. How sad is that I have been putting up such a front all this time to make them feel proud of me for not complaining. I am to blame for their ignorance as well. Sometimes you have to stand back and observe the situation. Like the song goes..."I'm on the outside looking in" you know what? Seen enough for today. Peace, dd 
