  Hi there. Today was a pretty sucky day. Nothing new at all except that Pat likes Lena, but he looked upset because everytime he passes by on his bike, Lena whispers something to me, mostly centered around him. Lol. U know today I got the strange idea that Lena should play him, acting that she likes him & be all flirty with him & then after a week or so, continue that & then tell him that she was just kidding all that time. But as I really think about it, Pat has feelings too, (supposedly) & we should treat others just like we would like to be treated ourselves.
L.T. has a nice behind (lol sorry but it's true). Here's something so obvious, Kam calls me every day just to "see what you're doing". Today he called me 3 times. 3 times!! Unbelievable...
I'm not going to go out with him because I feel sorry for him, hell no. Once again pops up this question, why does he like ME? I mean c'mon it's me, I'm fat, boring, well anything but preppy. Whatever man. U know what I hate most about Pat? He lies, a lot.
First he says that he never lied to a girl, but that one time that he had just met me & already made up a lie, how low can he go? Awww no not like that. I asked Lena what she would say if Pat asked her out & she's like "Hell No. " Isn't this strange: I have 11 out of 71 people online on my buddylist & I'm not even talking to one of them? I'm so bored man, I should've just stayed home & be bored all day that receiving Polish criticism from "The Mafia. " Speaking of mafias, I really want to see all three parts of "The Godfather," but it's rated R & not that I have minded other times, (lol "Slackers") but I heard that it was the bloodiest movie ever made so I'm deciding to watch it when I'm at least a year or two older.
Lena & me were sitting close to Polak world, but more toward the other building, & there were at least a dozen Polaks on the driveway of Polak world & they were talking like usual, with their 'popular' bikes & as Lena & me were talking, there comes a guy on a motorcycle & his girl is on the back of the bike & her g-string was showing & Lena was like "Wait 'till they see that.." & just as that bike was passing by the guys, they were all like "Whoa!! " all loudly & crap. It was funny, like they've never seen a g-string before HA, well obviously Pat has, (LMFAO) his story titled "The Time I Got Really Excited At Victoria's Secret ". I saw Kasha today with her preppy, bitchy, Abercrombie Chick friend & she was all like "Hi! Omg Do u wear contacts? " & I'm like "Yea" & she's like "It looks so cute!!
" & I'm here thinking "WTF? How can contacts look cute?? " But I instead said "Thanks. " & Pat was checking her out (obviously). U know what sucks though? There's no point of me liking guys, because I can't go out with him anyway.
My aunt told me that my mom started dating when she was in 8th grade, but my mom doesn't care because every conversation with her is about "Yes but this is America! " Yea I'm going to get killed here in "America" if I go out with a guy. What a crappy excuse, sometimes it's better to have learned your lesson the hard way instead of your parents not letting u do anything. Just like that one caged bird, that was one true poem. Well I don't know what else to talk about, so I'm out. Peace. 
