  Hi there? Wassup? Well let me once again tell you about my day. I woke up around 10:45 am & I was on the internet until about 2:40 & then my dad made me go with him to pick my mom up from work downtown. I didn't feel like going, but my dad will never take 'no' for an answer. I was already getting carsick from the heat, traffic, & annoying Serbian radio talkers people whatever. Then when we came home, I called Lena to go outside with me, we wanted Jana to come with us but she couldn't. I didn't want anyone else (except for Jana or maybe JUstyna, but she was nowhere to be found) to come hang out with us anyways. So I called May & she didn't answer & like half an hour later her mom calls me to ask me if May is with me.
Of course she isn't. I'm not missing her like I used to when she went away for a while, I actually am not even sure that I care that much anymore. In my opinion I think she needs someone who is more.. well.. "Punk-rock" & adventurous, because that's definitely not me. May IF u read this all I'm hoping you don't get mad because I'm supposed to express my feelings on this thing.
Change the subject.. You know what I don't understand? How some people just care so MUCH about the little, unimportant things in life that they don't realize how little they care about the big, important things in life. Just think about it.. does it matter to you if I tell you what color nailpolish I got today? & even me with my new digi-cam, I mean it doesn't mean A FREEKIN THING. Calm Down Mode. You know what strange thing happened today? (Obviously you don't. ) Well Lena & me were walking & across the street was Bernard & some guy who appeared to be Javier. Lena & me were trying to identify this guy because you know Lena is blind without her glasses (lol) & I knew that Javier couldn't have gotten so damn tall, because he's known to me as shorty. By this time, we knew not to stare at them any more (rite Lena? lol..), so we're talking to each other & all of a sudden there comes a whistle from across the street.
We look over & hear a guy say "Biljana.. DAMN! "...it was Douggie. I was weirded out but @ the same time, surprised. Aww maan!! Jenini just signed off. Poor baby, it's goin to be ok. We'll get our lives back on track when we get to high school. I guess Jess has just caught up with the high school life & is kind of busy right now, I don't think that she's avoiding you purposely. And you know the poem in your profile really touched me, we all have our bad days, or maybe, say, months in this case.
Sidali keeps on calling me "horseshit! " & I call him "pervert" & "bullshit". He's so rude. Lena said she could recognize me from far because of my "walk". lol :P I feel sorry for Ada, she can never go outside, she's always stuck in her house. & her brother who's like a 4th grader or something, can go outside whenever he wants, all because they favor boys in China. Really old ass guys keep honking at me & saying stuff to me in the polak language, damn I'm not Polish, what's wrong with these old freaky perverted fags?? Anyway, I saw hott yellow (or in other words, Thomas) today, & he looked so cute with his jeans pulled way down so that I could see his boxers.
Awww.
lol.
He barely even looked at me. But seriously, why in the face of the earth would a hot Polish 'junior-in-high-school-to-be' guy, like me?? Seriously, there's got to be more of a variety out there. He wouldn't go out with me, I'm not THAT luvvable. Well I'm actually not sure what else to say here except for "I miss L.T. " & "Have a good one". Bybye people, enjoy your ice cream. & don't scream because it's too late for that. 
