  damn i feel mighty gross today. no joke. yuck to the billionth degree. nothing can save me now, think i gained 2.5kg and EW i just cant stand to be with myself anymore. back to the gym and i'll be eating rice & fruit day and night for the next 6 months LOL i dont care anymore... liquid, rice & fruit, bites of protein.
whatever it takes baby but i really feel gross so thats that and nothing will change my mind now. this woman is on a rampage and you dont want to get bumped with THESE hips, im telling you. so here a semi dieting sort of blog is born, ive got no one doing this with me so i must talk somewhere... i DO need support but i cant seem to get it they way i need it so i will support myself & just quit the fucking whining and get on with it. zero tolerance. ive just had enough and its time to get mad. i can stay happy with myself but the more comfortable i feel the longer its taking me to get where i want to be.
so, time to get uncomfortable. the bread i baked sucked too... NASTY. also, why is it so impossible to find a rental place that allows pets in Vancouver? something tells me this is not going to be in any way easy... but hell, has anything in my life ever been? lets get on with things now, chopchop. oh and if anyone comes to me for support right now i will BITE YOUR GODDAM HEAD OFF there. now leave me alone im going to bed now. :-P pppffflllttt 
