  there r good things bout 4th of july: 1.play w/fire 2.be extra loud 3.see family and friends 4.day 2 b lazy 5.its warm now the bad: 1.its upsettin when u kno ur bf is far away 2.u get hit in face w/ashes 3.it means scool is not far away 4.u mite c ppl u could care less bout 5.it mite b 2 loud 4 sum ppl **our fireworks were AWESOME. but euclids is always the best. we mite go there next yr.** ~~~~ok, now xplainin the title~~~~ i feel bad when i say this, but im mad @ ben. 1.he hasnt called. 2.not online 4eva. 3.i dont have a numba 2 call him.
4.im totally messed. ~~this is wut luv will do 2 ya. ur happy, sad, mad, and then it starts again. im happy cuz hes cumin home soon and i luv him and he luvs me. im sad cuz hes soo far away rite now. and i need him.
BADLY. and i already said y i was mad. then i get sad again cuz i feel this way. i mean, i kno its not his fault 4 goin there. but, i found time and a way 2 call him when i was gone. who knos.
im just totaly deprived. and wut sux more is, im sick, so when he gets back, we probly wont makeout. but i can give him 1 surprise. lol. and now i have a headache. actually it was all day.
but still. and nikki was @ her cuz's (up the street) so we hung out 4 like 30 mins or so. i met her cuz kim from cali. that was fun we had!!! "breath kim. its ok. heres sum water.
" "nikki watch the step! " "nikki watch the curb! " "candy watch the car! " i didnt talk 2 jared 2day. :( but i passed La's and we saw him, dom, and kevin shoot off sum stuff. his mom was there in front.
my whole street is drunk, loud, shootin stuff off, and VERY messy!! i love 4th of july. its rite next 2 halloween!! :) well, i feel a bit betta 4 venting. lets just hope no1 takes me seriously! luv y'all.
i g2g take a shower. btw, pimp enjoyed his 1st 4th of july! lol! and i talked 2 john,david,tim,shan, and dee all @ coulby on daves celly! lol! i love you ben!
~~daddys lil girl~~ 
