  Unless by Matt Bennett I'm sorry I can't always stay up late with you. I'm sorry I don't know the answer. I'm sorry that you hate me. I'm sorry that your love for me feels like cancer. I'm sorry I've been there to listen. I'm sorry that I care about you.
I'm sorry that this night had to end. I'm sorry that one isn't better than two. I'm sorry I never do what I say I will. I'm sorry for always giving my all. I'm sorry for wanting to be friends. I'm sorry for never standing on the wall.
I'm sorry that I can't always make you smile. I'm sorry I can't always make you laugh. I'm sorry I can't always do favors for you. I'm sorry that you feel like that. Maybe remorse just isn't for me. Maybe I fuck up sometimes.
Maybe I can't be everyone at once. Maybe I'm tired of all your lies. Maybe I have feelings. Maybe I care about all of you. Maybe I don't appreciate this yelling. Maybe I just don't wanna put up with you.
Maybe I'll try harder next time. Maybe tonight I'll stay up late. Maybe I'll get the answer this time. Maybe tomorrow won't be full of hate. Maybe I'll keep my promise. Maybe I'll back up this time.
Maybe I don't wanna talk tonight. Maybe this opportunity isn't mine. What if tonight I stayed up, and you slept? What if tonight I laughed, and you cried? What if tonight I did it right, and you were wrong? What if tonight I kept a promise, and you lied?
What if I care about you, and you hate me? What if I need you, and you ditch me? What if I loved you, and let me? What if I drop you, and you lift me? What if the world ended tonight? What if we'll forever be alone?
What if I wasn't with you tomorrow? What if I didn't follow you home? What if I didn't hold your hand? What if I didn't catch your tears? What if you stood there by yourself? What if it was a waste, all these years?
I will never amount to what you expect. I will always walk along like a drone. I don't want to be alone tonight. I hope I'm not destined to forever be alone. I want to spread my wings with you. I want to show you how strong this love is.
I want to prove the things I never proved. I can't let this go, I just won't let it. I love you more than anything in my life. I have so much I need to show. I wish the world wasn't so god damn hard. I wish my life wasn't so god damn slow.
I will show you who I really am. I will keep those promises you long for. I will prove to you I'm the man you need. Unless you're with me, I won't knock on heaven's door. 
