  I just talked to KY online. She's done for. I am completely 100% done with her. It feels really good, but I don't think it's gonna really set in well until I talk to KI, who won't answer her phone, or just can't afford the phone bill anymore. I'm not doing this because of Nicole. I told KY everything and the first thing she said was that I was doing it because of Nicole, and I'm not. I'm doing it for myself. I live my life for no other person. For this reason, I have decided that after KY and KI are out of my life, I'm just gonna start living. I'm not gonna impress people anymore. When I get to Northrop, I'll be myself. But even though I'll be in high school, I won't lose track of Nicole.
I don't care if I meet 500 hot girls and all of them wanna go out with me, I won't forget Nicole for a second . High school is all about meeting new people, and experiencing life. And yes, I will meet new people. Yes, I will experience life. But Nicole will be right there behind me. And that is never, ever going to change. 
