  I am writing from my computer at Doty's house. We took it over there and hooked it up to his network to play Quake 3. Then we played Legend of Zelda: Four Swords on Gamecube and watched some home videos. Was supposed to call Nicole at 9:00....didn't. Thinkin bout her though, always am. It's not like I didn't want to call her, it would just really bother the guys if I did from Doty's.
It's cool though. I mean, she'd understand if I didn't call for one night . It's all good! Tomorrow's our 4-month. I dunno how to think about it though. I'm happier than you could ever imagine, but I don't know whether these 4 months have gone by fast....or slow.
It's hard, ya know? Thinking about how if stuff is gonna work, or how the hell it's gonna end up. I don't have any worries about me and her though. We'll be fine. this is nck, i like to eat pop sicles That was Nick (Niko). That's Kelly's boyfriend....He's not readin this now, he's shootin Doty's air-soft gun.
I feel pretty torn about that couple though. Nick is a really tyte dude, he's like a brother to me. Kelly....well you all know about Kelly. Like Nick was downstairs talkin to Kelly, but we were all playin Zelda. Afterwards, he seemed kinda out of it, like the conversation didn't go too well. It probably got to the subject of her hanging out with Kelli all the time, or her talking to Cory a whole bunch.
For those of you who don't know who Cory is, he's this freaky gothic guy the grade above us who is like fucking obsessed with Kelly. Maybe she needs someone like that....two people both obsessing over each other? She'd love that. I mean....since she's gone, stuff is better, but I don't wanna make Nick feel bad. It's nuthin against him at all, I mean you all know how cool he is and stuff, but I just....can't have her in my life. Jeff's over at Doty's, too.
Jeff is with Kelli. Again, same situation. Me and Jeff have known each other for 9 years. Jeff's awesome , he's so cool. But he's with Kelli. I don't know anything about him and Kelli (though she did acuse me of being in their business).
I just hope both of those guys do really good in life....they don't deserve girls like them. They're awesome dudes, they should get better than that. They need girls who are gonna feel the same way to them. Maybe Kelly and Kelli should just go lesbian and go with each other, nothing wrong with that. Oh, something I haven't talked about yet. Homosexuality.
I got nothin against homosexuals, absolutely nothing. That's not my thing, but I'm totally fine with people like that. You'll never see me at a gay bar, but you'll also never see me laughin at people like that. So here I go, off to listen to some CKY, play some Quake 3 (especially the TrueCombat modification), and think of what I say to tomorrow. "I couldn't&nbsp;call because I didn't wanna bother the guys. " I meant to, Nicole.
I still love you! 
