  Last night, I represent my company to a close event in Zouk organise by Microsoft. I never been to a club alone before.
I guess that I am very tension that very day as I am not only worry how am I going to survive but I have been busy the whole day. I arrived there early, I just sat there alone and order my free beer while lighting my cigarrette. Then a guy approached me and it so happened that I met him before in another Microsoft event in Hyatt Saujana.
He introduced other people to me and stay beside me when I am standing there alone. A thought just struck my mind when the guy is getting too close to me. He is practically standing really close to me, placing his arm around my waist. What image that I potray which resulted that he place his arm around my waist? He didn't acted that way infront of his female colleagues. They invited me to join them in Beach club but I am waiting for my friend to pick me up as I am half drunk. After being persue by them and I really feel inappropriate to push them away hence I followed them after my friend told me that he will be able to join me.
We go to barfly instead. There the guy invite me to dance with him, holding my hands and waist. I only know that when people look at me, they thought that I am the kind of person that always go clubbling but the fact is, I am not. This is not the first time that a guy is trying to get too close with me when I was drunk. I am okay with friend whom I know getting close with me while I was drunk co's he is actually protecting me and taking care of me.
When I was a teenager, the image that I potray is shy, cute and quiet. I am the daddy little girl that stay at home and being restricted by my parents. I am also the so call "good girl" image infront of everyone. Hence, I change my image. I start off with piercing my ear as I want to move away from the image. Then, while I was in Australia studying...I pierce my naval and one month after that, I had my first tattoo.
Now, I can't change my image back as I am now a blur, curious and crazy kind of person. I smoke and I drink.... 
