  Me and Mark broke up... well, lemme rephrase it. Mark broke up with me. Yeah, it sucks... I cried soo hard. I liked him so much... and I still do. Wanna know the reason? I'll show you: purpleXfairyXtar: hey TaLlDuDe1120: hey purpleXfairyXtar: whats up? TaLlDuDe1120: nothin hbu? purpleXfairyXtar: same here TaLlDuDe1120: cool purpleXfairyXtar: who, of ur friends, hated us goin out?
TaLlDuDe1120: what do u mean? purpleXfairyXtar: when u broke up with me, u said ur friends hated u for goin out with me b/c u would hang out with me instead of them... TaLlDuDe1120: ooo TaLlDuDe1120: jordan, adam, casey, callie, purpleXfairyXtar: ok TaLlDuDe1120: ummmm TaLlDuDe1120: yeah TaLlDuDe1120: im sorry purpleXfairyXtar: y? TaLlDuDe1120: cuz i broke up with you purpleXfairyXtar: its just kinda stupiod b/c of other ppl... purpleXfairyXtar: **stupid TaLlDuDe1120: oooo okYeah... my friends are awesome, huh? Thanks alot guys. But whatever. It hurts really bad, but I have to but that same happy masl on and play it off like I dont give a shit.
Well guess what... I DO! I am so mad and upset all at the same time. And the really bad part is, I still have really strong feelings for him. How do I always get myself into these things? No more expectations and hopes for me. I'm not getting let down anymore! 
