  But not a fun way to live your life. I am not a fan of being cooped up in the house, unfortunately its hard to get out. I've been living so long in this state of ..wait..wait..wait..wait..wait.. that it is hard to get into the mindset of BLAM! Make it happen! BLAM! I think trying new things might be fun! Go out, explore, parasail.
So, i need to go places/do things i wouldn't normally do. Fun stuff! This will be the new single Rocky. The one that realizes it was her loss. (Yes, i finally realized that ... like 2 days ago ... ) I had forgotten that *I* am *FUCKING AWESOME*. I'm attractive. I'm smart. I hold doors. I buy flowers. I'm just a damn nice, good guy. So, I'm the damn nice, good guy that is going to start enjoying himself. yay. I'm getting self confidence if it kills me. ^^ 
