  I'm going to work in a bit but I got extremely bored and upset so I thought I would just write. Let's see I didn't write yesterday but what even happened yesterday,
 absolutely nothing. I was watching Maid in Manhattan,  ran for like a mile,  I went walking to and somehow I ended up walking from Friendship Park to the other side of Westfield where I totally don't live by so I made a big circle around Algonquin it was crazy then I laid outside for like an hour and a half just a bunch of thinking.
after that,  I did absolutely nothing. oh I did do a lot of complaining about the dumb ugly bathing suit I tried on I kept complaining to Art and Kev,  I even sent Kev pictures from the digital camera so he could tell me how much it sucked. we both hate the stupid top cuz it looks like it's soo fake but I didnt' even buy it for that.  So that made me pissed then me and Tim got this one movie Paycheck to watch,  wow it was so fucking horrible.
 It had to have been the worst movie I have ever seen in my entire life,  I kid you not.  Do not watch Paycheck people,  it sucked ass and Ben Afleck can not act. 'He' had a bad day yesterday,  I couldn't help cuz we don't really talk. but regardless of how much I care,  right now,  I just hope he feels better.  Someone let me have that much of a wish since nothing else is ever gonna come true.
 Hmm today Arthur wanted to get breakfast but we had no rides so we put a raincheck on it then I watched Dawson's Creek good stuff then I talked to Kev for a bit til he left but hopefully we'll hang out before I leave for California just so I can get my saves the day cds back lol JK I just wanna see the loser and hang out w/ him a lot lots.  I'm glad that I at least haven't managed to fuck up me and kevin,  we've fought once before but I don't ever wanna do it again.
 Ana called today and we were on the phone then out of nowhere my doorbell rings and these 2 guys are like gluing up my driveway to fix it up I guess but I go outthere,  my night shirt only,  and they don't even say anything to me. wow,  it was very freaky.  I was like shouting at Ana after that cuz I was just very freaked out.  They left after an hour thank goodness.
 I watched Mona Lisa Smile and it made me cry cuz it reminded me of how much I miss two of my best friends.  Overall,  it was good tho,  good actresses in it.  It made me miss acting but I suck at it now.  Oh welll.  I got ready for work after that and I blasted 99. 5 and a good song was on. k ya. work's gonna suck but oh well,  there's a game on tonight,  I doubt the Lakers will win but I'm still wishing for it.
