  06.07.04 (Tue)[Exams, Day 6, Final Battle][N2, Day 60][Rei, Day 16] Hmmz... I never realised this till I was typing the date out, it have awfully alot of sixes in all my count down. Hmmz... Unholy Divination? Nevertheless, my day was pretty good, other than the fact that I probably laugh the chinese paper away~ gosh...
I was about to cry of laughter as I hardly had any idea what was going on! But this being the last paper, I guess I should celebrate... My parents??? Well they have accustomed themselves to my constant if not enternal failing of this subject. I guess my passion for this subject can truely be said to be -273.15 degress celius, Absolute Zero. Well... after the N.E exam which by the way, I laugh throughout, WX and I abandoned the class in their what seemed like a hopeless battle in the soccer courts at that time. Caught Spidy on his webs. Boy did I laugh the whole day~ hee~ Hmmz... I wonder... if I m truely affected by the lunar's gravitational force, will I go phyco by the 15th... being that it would then be largest... Hmmz and an entry now would be incomplete without me talking about the game.
Well it used to be me talking about SA and how I pretty much screw up every other time... But I guess there is no point mentioning something I have no power to change or influence. This evolution(or de-evolution) in topics I think about is probably better. Guess looking at such sad things only results in one getting sad. Hence it isnt hard to see why thoughts of completely quiting the game before I get burned comes to me often. But breaking away from this game also mean that Sasha Rei will have to leave. Cant afford an incompelete change as it might result in me reverting back to the current form. Then again, it isnt the first time I did something this silly as I have quit this game 5 times all in all. And in most cases, I had a chance with somebody, just that either I couldnt bare torturing her by liking another or the fact that I cant afford to let her get harmed. Yet its weird to see how bad I feel each time they find another. It give me this cold and lonely feeling. Guess cant live without them nor can I live with them. Well there seem to be certain progress in the game.
As the dragon forsake me once more. I almost lost my Sword of Salamander! I guess that was the last straw of me ever killing that elusive dragon. But I made a good friend by letting him have it. I guess this is better than killing it. As now, I might get something better than being killed! Hmmz... well... I just remembered, I left this address on friendster once. I wonder if anyone took the bait. Then again if they did, they would have probably kept quiet and observe or completely gave up reading this due to its lenght. Guess the lenght is the curse and blessing of my journals. But I swear that anyone who have the patience to truely read this would have more than enough patience to spare to finish reading a GP compre~ But something I remembered... Is about my friend's obseesion of this girl, which they address more affectionately as E2.
Hmmz... she kinda give me the creeps. I guess its what I sense in her that scares me most. Or perhaps it is the memories attached to her secondary school, nanyang girls. But the first impression of her would have perhaps high alot of guys. That I shall not publish openly, guess if you wish to know, you have to get my journal in the book form. But I kinda neglected it as I have typed alot of entries online and also due to the fact I spend alot of time on the computer.
But the obsession that my friend has for her is truely scary. I guess it is the same reason I wish to pull out of the game compeletely. My strange behavior seem to have attracted enough attention as I seem to have gotten her attention and many others... which I sometimes wish I was invisible.... Then again, I m a lime-light hungry person so I wont remain invisible for long. Awh well... back to the game! Sincerely, Aven Rei (The Game Fanatic[stage 1]) 
