  i don know what is happening now?  is it me or is it really the end of our friendship?  i don know.
 never call never sms never email.  no news nothing.  i wonder if whatever i confess to him causes all this to happen.  but it can't be.  i already ask him to promise that whatever i told him will not affect our friendship.  he promised!  but what is happening now?  it's been exactly one month since he last called me.
 can he be that busy that he can't call me?  well who am i to him for him to call everyday ritee.  i'm nobody.  nobody who loves somebody.  i really treasure this friendship.  he's the only one whom i still keep in contact with.  he's always making me laugh and make my day.  i still remember everytime he calls my heart will beat faster.  after that last call,  i've been like a fool.  running to the phone every time it rings but in the end to be heartbroken to find out it's not him.
 even if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore,  i'm kinda fine with it but couldn't he just open his mouth and tell me?  keeping quiet is more hurting then saying it.  i'm now confused.  can't reach him via his mobile.  wonder if he purposely change his no.  probably.  i din say it is true that he changed his no.  well wanted to call his house alot of times but i'm just afraid.  afraid of him.  afraid that he doesn't want to talk to me.
 but all i wanna know is are we still friends?  are you still talking to me?  plss i want to know.  don keep silent.  silent kills.  it hurts soo much after you left me years ago.  but you manage to heal my heart when you decided to keep in contact with me.  i; m so faithful.  i'm still liking you.  but you just can't see it.  now don break my heart again with your silence.
 well i let destiny decide.  LOVE ME NO MORE ( by Bardot)  i toss and turn in bed can't get you out of my head even though you're so far away i need you here with me oh boy,  why can't you see that i can't live without your love when i close my eyes i think of you well i wish i had you here with me but there's nothing i can do,
 oh oh chorus counting every day that goes by and the tears that i cry ( tears that i cry)  you don't wanna love me no more wish that you could hold me tonight i'm hurting inside cause you don't wanna love me cause you don't wanna love me love me no more i tried to call your phone but you ain't been at home i need to find out where you are so i can make you see that you belong with me for me there is no other love when i close my eyes i think of you i wish i had you here with me but there's nothing i can do,
 oh oh repeat chorus all i know is that i can't live without you ooh,  but i wanna know what made you feel this way i'll be right here for you ( right here for you)  and everything that you do ( thing that you do)  but how can i get close to you when you don't feel the way i do,  ah hah repeat chorus to fade 
