  :-/ I know it's not love, I know the emotion is mainly visceral and even a bit whimsical. However, it is stronger than what I've felt for some time now (I think?).
Maybe because I'm moving on, maybe subconsciously I am looking for something to cling to, to make "staying put" safe and easy. Or maybe it is true attraction. Why even question it? His gaze burns my insides and melts me, corrodes me, makes me feel immense and small all in a single quiver of an eyelash. This doesn't point to a "falling-in-love" scenario, maybe. Or maybe it does... "uncertainty excites me" (oh so true.
Coming from a different country, with a different attitude, different making from a different mold ... makes me shiver with delight (however the circumstances make me more anxious than anything). Nothing has happenned, and at least in my mind, whilst things remain the same, nothing will. But in my mind his name echoes ... 
