  Null & Void I feel so discouraged, so down. I would say even frustrated, But that would take more energy, Than I have right now to give. I know God loves me, And that should make me content. But my heart feels empty, And my soul feels so black. I don’t know what is going on. I don’t know why this is happening, I’ve been crying out to God, But He seems not to be hearing me. Where do I go from here? Do I curl up and hide away, Do I let the darkness, Continue to cover my soul? God are you out there – are you listening? To the groans of my heart, And the pain of my soul, Could you spare me a little light and a little love for my me tonight? I must continue on – I must hang on. I know if I can – this too will pass But right now in this very moment My life feels like it is null and void. Vlh 5/26/04 
