  Omg Omg... I wish I could write and tell everything that happened lastnight I'm so grossed out and ashamed. I can't unfortantly. Not now. I woke up throwing up. Everything I've eaten today. Fun, fun, fun. Last night... I don't know. My innocence is gone, my virginity is now gone. I don't know what to do. Wish I could write and get it out. But I can't hopefully soon. I can.... bye for now. 
