  Well, before this post I was improvising a poem. I got fed up with it because it sounded corny, even though it was from the heart.
I gave up writing poems for a while. And now I remember why. hahah. oooooo.....Good times. Well the heat has been awful today. It leaves me weak, unable to breathe at times (just like the song by Maroon 5 - harder to breathe) it's a good song. But the sun always leaves a smile on my face. We're learning about different religions this semester. Mostly about spirituality. I feel that in my life, especially at this moment, I am lacking in that section.
I don't have time. I really don't. Does that make me a bad person. I sure hope not. It's just that I really don't think I can calm myself down to the point where I am totally silent, with no thoughts in my head, or anything to bother me for that matter. Something always comes up with is urgent, and well that is my first priority. Maybe later it will change.
We'll just have to see. I am currently memorizing a monologue for drama class. It's from the movie and book "white oleander". It's real good. But it's deep stuff.
hahah.
I'd like to end up seeing this movie. Maybe with my mom. It seems like one of those mother and daughter movies. oooooooooooo, u know what I haven't had in a long time. A movie night. I need one of those. Hmmmmmmmm, what movies, so many that I want to see but I am completely blank.
Oh well. My memory isn't as good as it used to be. Wait, a sec. It was never that good to begin with. hahaha. Ok well I got to get back to memorizing it, and also the French project and studying for the science and fashion in class exam. yay!!!!!!! Tootles -Ela 
