  I didn't really want to admit it to myself. nbsp;  Not until I heard someone else say exactly what I was thinking did i really let it sink in. nbsp;  It tears me up inside to know that I feel this way and you have no idea,  but it's better to know that I'm not the only one.
nbsp;  That I have someone to turn to,  someone who knows exactly how I feel. nbsp;  Not only that,  I'm leaving you out of one of the most important things in my life.
nbsp;  That's something I should feel guilty about,  right? nbsp;  But I don't. nbsp;
 That someone knows,  they knew all along. nbsp;  They know me,  and I'm not so sure you do anymore.  *
mine. yup. k*
