  I went for the Overnight prayer meeting at church on Thur with Wendy & spent the night over at her place which was quite fun...as if it was a slumber party...we didn't sleep till 4am after reaching back at her place only around 2.30am cuz we chatted about God & I was sharing with her about how blessed I am lately, because God has really been answering my prayers & thoughts. She feels happy for me as well because she also felt that God has been good to me (and to all His children of cos). The both of us concluded that if we haven't got to know Jesus, God knows how depressed & lost we'll end up feeling for the rest of our lives. I also went to check out our Children's Church on Sat & I had a lot of fun playing with Joey n this little boy, Gerald on the bus. Seeing the kids enjoying themselves while singing & praising God really touched me. They were so serious when it came to worship & the presence of God was strong as well though I was more like a spectator there & I didn't really joined in the singing & stuff. =p I'm still considering taking up this ministry but seems torn between this & a few other ministries...*sigh* Anywayz, I was praying & trying to listen to God speak to me by staying still on Tue (6 July 2004) & for the first time, I heard God speak to me. Though it's not an audible voice, I felt the words deep in my heart & it's really amazing. God said "You are healed.
Trust Me" when I was confessing about my prayers in wanting to be healed as well as pouring out all my doubts about my life & even in Him. This encounter strengthened my faith in God & I can practically feel myself growing in the Lord. Praise God! Another thing to be really happy about is praying for C.W to get a job soon. He was sharing about a particular job that he's interested in & after I've been sharing Shawna's & my own testimonies, he told me to pray for him.
I told him to pray for himself too & when he said he'll try, I felt happy for him since he's willing to make the first step as well. Though he was kidding about praying for 4D numbers when I shared about how God answered prayers, I told him that God will only meet our needs & not our greed, so not every prayers will be answered unless it's really best for us to let us have what we've been praying for.
A few days later, I checked with him about how his job search is coming along & he said he's gotten that job that he's interested in & he's even starting work this Friday! Hallelujah! God is really full of surprises Hehe... Church is focusing on winning souls for the Lord & it stirs up the spirit in most of CHC members...really hope to go all out to win the souls of the unsaved out there & the seminar I attended yesterday is really great.
I'm so proud of being in City Harvest & having such wonderful pastors & leaders despite the negative remarks about my church at times. After backsliding for about 6 yrs, I still feel that CHC's the best! We'll be having many events lining up till Aug & I can't wait for Hillsongs United to lead the Praise & Worship in my church sometime next month (if I remembered correctly). Boy! Are we in for a super treat! Best Defence against the Forces of Satan --> 1 John 4:4 You are from God, little children, and have overcome [evil spirits]; because greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world 
