  "One way to look at an emotion is as the product of any discrepancy between our expectation and actuality. That is why happiness, love and delight wear off, even if the stimuli that initially caused them are still present. " -Fieldhead The Mind Game Just re-read a really nice non-famous book that i really enjoy. The Mind Game. by Hector MacDonald. Really nice.
you people out there should give it a shot. It has a lot to do with with emotions. and stuff... Right, the exams finally over. yeah, like GONE BABY!!! haha, feels good to know that i no longer have to force myself to slog it out.
but well, the results... oh what the heck. why should i waste space and time discussing it? one of my friends has been telling me that i don't really blog that often... haha, oh well... never mind. anyway, i was thinking, are blogs exhibitionistic? are they? i guess so.
in varying degrees, all blogs are "for show", for others to read. but as i said... varying degrees. there are those who are writing hoping the whole world notices them. some, just contented that there are a few out there... reading... i don't really know and can't settle a conclusion here. how do i view my blog? will i still continue if i knew no one, as in no one at all, will read it?
will i? will you? does it matter? nah, it's just some thoughts of mine... it really doesn't change much. but if you have any thoughts, tell me... my ear's right here. recently, been up to SPAWN... yeah, spawn.
damn cool, but at 6 friggin bucks for each comic, i could just go rob the bank, or well, rob the comic book shop. so i guess i will stop buying these 6 bucked thingy and as my roomate said, go for the big ones... like thirty buck stuff thats thick and expensive but hopefully more worth it. why spawn? cause i love it. spawn's been the one standing favorite childhood superhero of mine. spiderman, yeah yeah.
by the way, spidey two was great. i thought it was just some over blown movie... but after watching it, hey it is as good as the four stars gleam. so alright, i loved it. used to complain about the main actor's woodiness, but i guess woodiness is very part of parker too. spawn, a mixture of good and evil. it ain't just all good... in fact it is born of evil.
what's with a character that is all goody and stuff? how about evil that is tainted with goodness? how can this evil be judged? a sacrifice to evil to triumph evil? that's what fascinates me. wacha say?
i still have a lot to say in fact but im wrapping things up for now. things are quite alright for me, i would say im isolating my isolationist policy... yeah, and yesterday was 5th July. i sent her a message... just to wish her a happy birthday. i told myself, i don't really care. but i was kinda like, waiting around the handphone all day long... waiting for the " 1 message received " thing to appear. do i really care?
do i feel anything anymore? is the past etched in stone? look forward... don't look back... 
