  stupid liam! raised my hopes for nothing. the drama-queen is so pissed right now that i'm threatening to eat my bro's head...(calm down girlfriend, breathe...) chatted with him online and toward the end, he said this : " oh yeah, babe, keith ain't coming. " i'm like "WHAT THE HELL??!! " he said that keith couldn't make it because his musical is on the same day as my birthday and that after the musical, he will have to go for his summer project at a treatment centre... keith never even went to book an air-ticket!! bloody liam!
i swear, he better not come down 'cause i WILL rip his head off!! keith called to say that he's sorry he can't be there for my birthday. i said i didn't mind though i know my lie sucked because he saw through it. he sang me a birthday song on the phone and we talked for almost an hour and a half before i realize that my mom is so going to kill me. i hung up and cried on my bed... it's so sad, you know.... i chatted with my queen mother online. i feel like i've not really done my duty as a bestfriend.
poor sam! she went through so much and i wasn't even there to hold her hand as she related her predicament. sigh.... i feel so guilty.... she will be having her exam on my birthday. since i believe in the notion that birthday wishes do come true, (don't laugh at me...i'm just a kid) i will pray that peace and joy will come to her and that she will go through her exam with peace and love from GOD... sam, i'm so sorry i wasn't there physically there for you during your tough times, girlfriend... i chatted with sarah online too... she sounded okay though IT IS the wonderful world of the internet...you can lie your way through the net and nobody knows... okay, i've decided. from now on, i will devote more time to my girlfriends. for my family,well.... they do take up the rest of my eveing.... ugh.... i'm so hungry now.... my mom cooked seafood and i can't even eat them...!
will try my patented sad look on my bro and see if he'll cook maggie for me...if nothing works, there's still the money bribes... i'm so good at this... i'm now the official TAI-TAI...be prepared everyone... 
