  Yoyoyo!  Today is CF camp. so fast. i’ m wondering what are they doing now. i really wish i could be there.
sadz* anyways,  i’ ve rested for the past whole week and this week i’ ve to start doing homework and finish up all my projects. sigh*
at lest there’ s not much homework. phew* yesterday,  i rewrite my ‘ new year’
s resolution’ in a nicer and harden piece of paper and i spent 2 hours doing it. haha. and i realize also that i’ ve not really done much especially the studying part. and also the part about knowing God more.
and i’ m really working on getting closer to my parents. since my dad’ s birthday on the 5th,  i’ ve been trying to be the good girl and respect him a lot…
try not to hate him and try to understand lar… and so far,  it’ s kinda okay… it’ s not that difficult and I like it this way coz at least I feel that I belong to the family and I don’
t feel left out alr… I’ m trying my best to no make him angry for the rest of this year… I know deep down in my heart there’ s still love towards my dad no matter how bad or harsh he’ d been to me…
God id seriously working lor… I’ ve been praying bout it… for my family,  for my friends…  I’
m still wondering how to learn more bout God… I want to go Salvations but my mum don’ t think she’ ll allow… haiya… how to search through internet…
I’ ll go check out… anyways… this should be all for now… byes… God Bless!
 Love,  Jovy.
