  Well,  it's Friday and tomorrow's the wedding. nbsp;  I've tried to think of every possible excuse to get out of it,  but I just can't. nbsp;
 So tonight after work I'll take the train to the bay area and stay the night with my old roommate. nbsp;  Then tomorrow we'll go to the wedding and MAYBE the reception. nbsp;  I don't know about that yet though. nbsp;
 All I promised was the ceremony,  so she can't get mad if I don't go to the reception. nbsp;  I would love to go to the reception,  if only Marine wasn't going to be there. nbsp;
 I& nbsp; really don't want to see him. nbsp;  It really sucks that FBI couldn't go with me,  that would've been great!
nbsp;  I'll definitely update you on all of this on Monday.  Nothing else is really going on. nbsp;  Cop has been calling me a few times a day just to talk. nbsp;
 He's been really really nice. nbsp;  He's even told me he loves me a few times,  just like the good ol' days. nbsp;  I really think I made the right decision by getting us to separate.
nbsp;  Our friendship has already gotten that much better. nbsp;  He hasn't moved his stuff out yet,  but he hasn't been staying at the apartment at all. nbsp;
 FBI is going to my ( and his)  hometown today for a week of training. nbsp;  My younger sister said that she's going with my older sister,  my brother-
in- law,  Fireman,  and FBI to a Kenny Chesney concert next weekend. nbsp;  She said she wished I could go.
nbsp;  So do I!  Gotta go back to work,  more later.
