  Today hasn't exactly been what we like to call a "good day". I'm missing a huuge j80 (sailing) regatta for the SATII's. I get to the SATII's completely wired. Last night I drank a few too many cups of coffee to study, and I couldn't fall asleep til 5.
As you could imagine, this wasn't the easiest morning to motivate myself to think and work and perform. Yea, I think I scared everyone with the side of Hannah that has never previously exposed itself to the world. like... "CAFFEINE CAFFEINE, NOW NOW NOW! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! " I was a bit "woosy". So, I did fine on the math.
It was easy breazy, but I completely fucked up chem. I didn't know we couldn't use calculators.. and then I forgot how to multiply decimals and do long division. Yep, I've never gotten lower than an A in Geometry, yet I can't do 2nd grade math. So I freaked out and cancelled my scores since I couldn't afford to have a college see such a shitty grade. NOw I have to retake them next fall! Oh man. My mom freaked. But my mom did find out a significant part of my teenagey activities today, and she was cool with that, so I"m happy about that.
(You can ask Allie if you don't know what I'm talking about! weeeee) Back to the negative: I got rejected from the Seeds of Peace program. Guess I won't be going to Jordan next spring break :( I'll live. Fuck this, I'm not letting myself be tired and sad when I'm not in school. There's no use! Time to nap............I'm officially free! I'm free! I'm free!!!!!
Good books, here I come! 
