  sounds cliche i know.  but yeps. sometimes you nv know how much sb means to you.  until you lost him or her.  guess i suddenly felt tat way tonite.  it strange.
how we always take the pple arnd us for granted.  like i did . for sb.  he was there all the time. when i needed a shoulder to cry on.  sb to talk to.
 he was a fren tat was close to heart n till now. still is.  guess i nv really did treasure him enuff.  nv appreciated his love for me till . he walked away.  till one day.
when his msg came. n i realised that i've been forgotten.  now i'm wondering. was it me . that din treasure enuff.  was it me.
that decided to push it away.  was it me. that chose to hold on. too long. n hold on still.  or was it.
 he. who forgot wat is was like.  was it him. who did not understand the meaning of friendship.  was it him. who degraded friendship to the pt of this.
 now i said it. i feel alittle spiteful.  though i know i have no right to.  forgiveness. patience. love.
 still. you nv know how much sth means to you.  until you have lost it.  so guess. lets just treasure wat we have.  and not hold on to tightly to our past.
 cheers 
