  Today, I will start my blog and actually write in it. It will be all about me, my life and everything else I choose to write about. In my paxil support group I wrote: Well I have to say I have had the best weekend in a very long time. No paxil at all and I love it. I feel like I am breaking free of the evil inside me, the paxil which made me not be me.
I have been drinking a lot of water, beer, and smoking jay's and lovin life. Only problem is sleep, but, I have so much more energy now, I just clean the house late at night when the wife and kids are sleeping. I dont understand why everyone says oh, you have to be on a drug to help you, something non habit forming. WHY, I am happy just being myself, screw all these drugs! What did people do 30 years ago, prior to these drugs to control our thinking, they lived!! They make us all feel like we need the drugs in order to keep our lives together, when in acutallity, they just make us weeker. So I smoke a jay a day, at least I am happy!!! I love life! 
