  I am still up, have no idea ho w or why, but I am laying here in bed, unable to go to sleep. I just too a zanez, see how long it takes to get me to sleep. I am actually tired, but cant just go to sleep. I smoked a little too much today I think... thats not a good thing, but I thought that it would make me have an easier time to go to sleep, ahh whatever. I actually rode the bike tonight, it felt good, but, for the first time i noticed that people look at me as a fat old man. I dont like that, I want to be the in shape cool dude! 
