  Today I'm not sure whether to feel excited about the current guy situation in my life, fearful or nervous. Fearful because as each day goes by I know my heart is becoming attached. Do I risk the chance of getting my heart broken yet again? I'm not sure if it can handle another blow. But, I choose to trust the Lord. My heart is in His hands. He WILL lead and direct me. For once, I think possibly the first time in my life I see definate hope in this.
Sorry not to be more open with you all, but until I know how this will turn out, I'd rather keep it between a handful of us. But please please pray for me. I feel I'm so new to this whole thing of "praying" about a relationship. I've never got to this point before....so keep trusting Him! ! 
