  first off.  ok yea.  i just got done watching the 2 most scariest movies in the whole world (
other then the shining)  yea and im scared sooooooooooooo much and so is brenda.  she came over to see it with me.  and im happy that she did too.  becuz i dont think that i could have made it thru that thing without her there to hold my hand.  im such a coward( COWARD POWER.  i guess)  o my gosh.  you would never understand how much a person can yell at the tv and still not affect the movie.
 she still went the wrong way!  AHHH!  lol.  anyways.
 yea.
 u know i really liked the song love song by 311 but yea not anymore.  i know that that person knows why and its just not fair for me.  i dont like this and i feel like i have to wait.  i do.  but that would be stupid of me.  it really would.  to let my childhood years waiting for something that may not even happen.
 i dont know. but yea i hate scary movies.  and i dont think ill ever watch one again!
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not really they are great but right now thats how i feel about them.  they both were about like psyco people and like psycologiests.  kinda makes me want to be one.  just not with like patients like that in a mental institution.  yea kinda wierd.  but yea maybe a child psycologist.  maybe 
