  My aunt bought a newspaper today. I wasnt going to get one, i didnt really want to read the obituaries (i soo misspelled that. But she did, and i did. Shawn not only merited an obituary, but also made the front page with an article. According to the article, he had been dead 8 hours when they discovered the body. Thats just royally fucked up. Everything i find out about Shawn is from others. No one in his family bothered to call and tell me anything. I like to think that i should have at least been called about it. He died thursday, they buried him saturday. I didnt know about any of it till monday. I had hoped that all the time i had spent with shawn, taken care of him, would have meant enough for someone to at least tell me. But of well. 
